Its been a while since I been here. We had one of the grandmother's died at 90 years of age. It was not as hard as we expected. Maybe its because we already experience the worst. She had an amazing life. We worry about grandpa just because he is 92 and when you are marry for 67 years its just painful to be alone. We been so busy taking care of all of that. I have to say that it will be 8 months very soon since we lost Jayden. It hurts I cry often but not as often as the first 6 months. Also, Im 20 weeks pregnant now and I know that i have to take care of this baby that its growing so fast. It has given us something nice and exciting to look forward to. My relationship with Jayden was so special and I miss him every single day. im trying to stay positive and constantly looking into the hope of resurrection that Jehovah, God has provided. Some days I breath better than others. Its always the smal things that break me up.
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