Saturday, May 26, 2012

pain....

Today... it seems like I was been shaken from
One side of the boat to the other.  i dont know
If everybody feels like that but I feel very lost.
Or maybe like Maxie's mommy puts it like 
Im existing not living.  i saw a baby today exactly 
Jaydens age... and normally Im okay looking at
Babies.  We love kids with Jared being one of 9 and 
Im one of 7 we just love them but I couldnt look
At the baby.  i ignored them we were at a kids party. 
Mostly 3 years old and i took my girls.  this lady id not know me
But I felt pain thinking I dont have my baby in arms. 
I cant help to ask myself what was it that I didn 
We strive to be good in all situations.  and people
Always say you are a good mommy...
Why....... us. why...

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