Jayden

The amount of dreams I had with you baby.

I love you so much my baby.  You were everything

I ever waited for.  I miss you everyday and sometimes

It seems like life can not keep going without you. 

But daddy and your sisters need me so much, I dont

Have a choice. I'm glad that I did spent so much

Time with you and that I hold you so much, my biggest 

Wish to have a SON was finally granted.  i had so many 

DREAMS........ it just the time was not enough

I dream of teaching you how to dance.

I dream of teaching you how to be a gentleman. 

I dream of you loving Jehovah, God and served him.

I dream of you wrestling and putting a fight 

Because everyone knows how difficult it could be to have 

2 big sisters. 

I dream of you learning to swim and loving the ocean just like 

Daddy and I.  

I dream of your first day of school I even thought i will start

Teaching just to be near all 3 of you.

I dream of your first girlfriend-- ( I had promised to be the best 

Mother in Law) 

I dream of you giving talks in the congregation. 

I dream of you getting marry.

I dream of you having children.

Today there are no more dreams.

My heart feels broken ... tear so apart.

I know I will see you again one day, I know ...

But its the waiting.......

I love you mi vida.